IIponder,

Now i'm at bestie's place, typing this entry. Hmm, lets see what should i ponder about this time round.

Everytime i log in to blogger, i have nuthing else to rant about other than ranting about life. Life to me now seems vague. I don't see where i will be in 10 years to come. It is ok to feel this way? It is ok bestie. I envy my bestie. Her life as it seems is an alter ego. Far breezy from mine. She know what's best for her, pioritize what's important,whats not, and in years to come she will be a successful nurse.

Me? I lead a too carefree life that now my life is jumbled up.Messed. I'm in a state of confusion. I don't know what i wanna be,really. I'm scared to death. Again, is there anyone out there have in the same shoes as mine?

I had an intriguing talk with Nani yesterday, and i confessed to her about the plight that i am in. Relief, i am not alone after all. Even her, has her insecurities of what the future holds for her.

I am not confident of the future. I always dreamnt of being a successful,popular person, and contarary to that, look at me now. I am still finding my own identity.

Sigh. When all this qns will end?

They say time will tell all.

Bah.

I'm running out of time. Time is catching up on me.