I can't sleep =,(

Two days ago i was awake at this time because of my cramp. Today? Should i start sighing? Sigh, oh ok, there you go, miss persimmist just sighed.

I was initially sleeping. Then i start having weird dreams about work. I can't remember vaguely now, but i know it's about work. And then i start tossing round because i remembered trying to get rid of the dream. And i clearly failed.

So i opened my eyes slowly. Forcing my brain to function normally before i reach out to look at the clock on my handphone.

I was hoping it was already 5am.

But, no, to my utter suprise.

*squinting eyes in darkness*

12.15am

OH GREAT! JUST FUCKING GREAT!

my dream felt like eternity.

my body ached from the damn dream.( i was willing to admit tho it might secretly be my pillow which is causing the neck ache)


and its just 12am???????

SHOULD I SIGH ANYMORE?

The next thing i know, i switched on the com, and now sitting in front to pass the time till i'm really sleepy. Because i know myself. I can't sleep and wount sleep after waking up. (it takes a long time for me to get sleepy again)

and also, i'm a scarey cat. yes. i hate to pass time on my bed, eyes wide open. tossing and turning trying to sleep, because that's the time scary thoughts will fill me up.

Laugh all you can, but yours truly still believes in supernatural.

Speaking of which, i woke up automatically to get out of the room , because, i don't wish to start imagining a kakak beside me. And trust me about imagining. My eyes will start forming the imaginative kakak i created in my head, and the eye will start playing tricks on me.

Oh, that's the last thing i want to see!

Good thing my brother just reached home now and watching the tv. I feel much better.

Yikes.