I am going to stand up head high even you are constantly throwing negative remarks, cursing and swearing at me.

Tears will flow. yes it will. but that is not a sign of my weakness.

I will prove to you that i'm strong to stand up on my two feet,
even when you are telling everybody that i am a loser.

I don't care if you don't give a chance to know me deep down.

That i am a nice person at heart,

tho i don't show much at home.

I simply don't care anymore.

I may not have you, my own flesh and blood as my first support.

But i strongly belief that god is fair.

God,

I put my faith in you.

So brother.

Carry on with what you are doing.

Coz it made me a wiser person, to know how cruel life is.

With absolutely no one to turn to,

even with your own family turn you down.

It's ok.

I will console myself.

"Nadya, i love you.

Love yourself nadya."

=) =) =)