OK i am so blardy tired now. I'm going to meet Sham up for breakfast and discuss of the itenary for nana's birthday! Oh the last minute plan. Very very. I had a late night yesterday which i will update later (hopefully!!) Had only 3hrs of sleep. Reached home at 3 and,Sham called and ended up sleeping nearly 4. And i woke up at 8!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!OH MY SLEEP, I ALREADY MISS YOU!



I know im on a 'hiatus' mode. I am super lazy or what?! I am on the net nearly every single day and yet i did not even care to blog though i kept promising myself that i will. So dissapointing nadya!

Ok ok. ( puts up hand) I, nadya, shall promise to update all those past entries.

But


But


I shall not promise when.


So keep on looking

Who knows.


You might be on a feast!

Love,

Nadya

Dear Dairy

Dear Dairy,

I really don't know how to describe the emotion i felt at the moment. I feel elated but at the same time the doubt still lingers. You know what they say about having a crush. Remember i said about A being married? Apperantly no, he is not. But the fact that he having a girlfriend might be still be true thought he admitted himself that he's not.

Funny how destiny is. I had a major crush on him. But it's peridiotically ditto. Because of what i heard about him. I've always imagine having to meet him virtually somewhere. And somehow rather, god granted it! Really.I receive a private message frm somebody from this "dating"website. ( no im not revealing where)It turns out to be him. Or so i guess. He did not reveal himself to me. But the clues he leaves are just so right that it's him. I'm not good in explaining but you know how it feels like when you are guessing that it's him, and when you finally guess that him, you feel good yet dissapointed? Dissapointed because that the mystery that keeps you jibbery ends. Well that's how i felt.

I don't know if we have the chemistry or not. I can't hope and i don't want to hope. For all you know, he's just being friendly. But if it's the case, why is he being mystery about himself. Gosh i hate this mind game. Really, it just brings headache to me, not to mention mild heartache.

Oh well.

Shop Shop till you jatuh

Wanna know where i got the title from? Suria Segar. I was watching it when there was a segment on tour destination. They interviewed this tour agent, blah blah blah, and solemnly he said " Singaporean nowdays likes to shop shop till they jatuh" I mean, how bad can his singlish be? Bi-lingual? NOT! I chuckle to myself watching him trying his level best to converse in malay which he hopefully failed. Lol

Anyway, I enjoyed myself going to Bugis with Zimah and Niza. I had fun being Zimah's fashion advisor. She had trouble deciding to buy stuff. Oh well, i succeed to persuade her buying a top for herself. Afterall, one have to look good doesnt she?

Charlie angle tak jadi

Time to act cute. Cute. I know

Oh zimah. She sure had a hard time deciding.

This aunty dutifully posed a peace sign for me. Super sporting

Cravings

Ben n Jerry

Haagen Daaz

Swensens

Gelare

Anybody care to give me a treat to satisfy my ever sweet-tooth?


Pweety plssssssssssss!!

p/s : ive already gotten my NEW bedroom set! Yeah-ness!Coming this SAT. Left to but paint,blinder and lots and lots of picture frames! Oh man, no time left.

Note to self : HIGH IMPORTANCE!

Help.

I'm emotionally drowned.

Where are you friends?

Why do you come and go?

Advance Birthday Celebration

My collegue was very nice indeed me invite to for a makan-makan session to celebrate Mona's advance birthday. I was even suprise when my boss (future that is. hehe) was at the door of my class (he was attending a training) asking personally if i would be going for that. So on the day it self, I waited for Lele and Mr Mike and headed to Hougang. We were supposed to have our dinner at Lerkthai when this flyer attendant flew out flyer at the foot of the escalator. Magicwok had a promotion. Enticed by the eat all you can, we ended up at Magicwok. -_-" Yea, tell me about it.

So anyway, i fairly had a good time with them. Lele, lucky you just brought a slice of cake of Mona, else your money would be wasted you! Hehe, you tell me! We ..I was personally full!

P/s: Thank you Mr Mike. for the treat. =) =) =)

I cried yesterday. Yes, yesterday i was perpetually disturbed. Moreover i'm undergoing PMS so i'm emotionally unstable. During class, my lecturer/trainer, Miss Grace came up to me and talk to me regarding my mum. The moment she sat beside me, I wanted to cry. Even before opening my mouth to share the story. I wanted hold my self back from tearing. Well, i did literally but only for a while. I choked trying to explain my mum's condition. And then it start to get cloudy. My tears gathered around my eyes, and i kept fighting to hold it back. Alas, i failed.

She was being brutal truth. Being a proffesional, she estimated and told me to be prepared for the worst. And she mentioned hospice. FUCKING HOSPICE! That's when i just had to let go.

After that, i kept to myself. My body was stepping on ground, but spiritually i was'nt.

And i cried again. This time in front of my friends in the MRT. So tak glamour. I'm glad. I'm glad they were there for me.

Thank you Zaba, Niza, Kana.

Feast of Pictures!!

Yesterday......

We watched a movie instead of sentosa

Look at him, so engrossed!

On Saturday...

With the famous man

Me and the two chef. I simply love the chefs. Uber friendly. Btw, i looked as if i'm timid in the picture

Inah and me with our "daughters"

On the way there

The lovely cousins!

My current love!

My aunt posing with the sadle. Happy !

Even happier man, Uncle Yai

The yummy desserts

The ever sporting staff!

MY handsome brother and me

Yours truly, mentelis

MY lovelies, kawaiiieneehhhhhh

My dearest mum

So there you go. Yours truly had a wonderful (really full!) night. Me and the cousins were so excited reaching there. I kept going "omg omg omg" because the place is just so cool. Great place to chill, i tell you! Duty free shopping centre. I can see myself going upteen times! I must thank my aunt who gave us the delicious treat. Thank you Cik Ani! Daun kelapa, daun keladi, jangan malu malu treat lagi!!! Muahhahahaha!

I am just so tired. So so mentally and physically tired. To top it up i'm having my mood swings. The monthly period is coming soon.

I could'nt help myself feeling utterly dissapointed when i heard from A that he is already attached/married.He is too young to be married. Another one down. Argh.

Let's just hope the dinner at Hotel Eden with the family makes my day.

HEY ITS YOUR BIRTHDAY

HAPPY BIRTHDAY LOVE!

No wonder they are best of friends! Hope you have a wonderful birthday with your love ones!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MY DEAR ENAH!

Is'nt she gorgeous? Lucky bf to have her.

Broke-my-heart month

I end up my day giving an listening ear to my dear friend nana.

I was supposedly to be the one doing the talking, but end up the latter. But i dont blame her. She needs it more than i do. What is mine compared to hers? Her heart is officially broken. To an extend she rushed down all the way from far end to Woodlands,under my block instead of the initial plan to Macs Civic. Just so, she's able to share her misery. Just so,that her burden would be lighter.

I was overwhelmed. I completely knew how and what she's going thru at the moment. I kept giving her hugs and hand held tight to show that i am there listening to every single word, every single detail. I shared her my experience i had with the ex and told her that she was not the only one who went thru it before. I irked, i winch. I shook my head in dismay. How could he?

Our conversation last for quite awhile and i really hope i have lighten her up. Nana, i sayang you many many. Be assured i am here for you no matter how busy i am.

Oh my, is this month, the broke-my-heart month? Two cases i've heard so far. Any more?

I'm glad that i kept it to myself. I nearly blurt it out, really untill i knew of the truth.


No, i'm not upset.


Just overwhelmed.

Its just infatuation anyway.

Roar!!!

I wanna roar!

I have something to confess. But i think i'll just keep it to myself first. I want to tell , wait, no shout at the top of the hill so that everybody can hear what i have to say. But they say hearing and listening are two different world.

To Yuzzy dude, I hate to see you at this state. I can obviously see what you are going thru. I am here for my gundu! Where is the crazy fun you? Its lost behind those sadness and depression. Remember how you would mock me and ask me to stand up to the world when things are going downhill, when i broke up with my bf? Now its my turn! You were there for me and now i shall be there for you. Stay on strong, look at me now. I doing ok. You will be too, if you let time heal. Yes, time go slow when you are heartbroken. But fret not, god have his own reason.

I am just too free!

Your Birthdate: February 18

You are a cohesive force - able to bring many people together for a common cause. You tend to excel in work situations, but you also facilitate a lot of social gatherings too. Beyond being a good leader, you are good at inspiring others. You also keep your powerful emotions in check - you know when to emote and when to repress. Your strength: Emotional maturity beyond your years Your weakness: Wearing yourself down with too many responsibilities Your power color: Crimson red Your power symbol: Snowflake Your power month: September

What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Your True Love Is a Cancer

Why you'll love a Cancer: Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt. Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up! Why a Cancer will love you: You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs. A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you.

What Sign Is Your True Love?

Your Love Life Secrets Are

Looking back on your life, you will have a few true loves. Although you may have been hurt before, you tend to bring very little scars into new relationships. You expect a lot from your lover - you want the full package. You tend to be very picky. In fights, you love to debate and defend yourself. You logic prevails - or at least you'd like to think so. You have a hard time ending relationships, even if the other person says it's over.

Your Love Life Secrets, Revealed

You Are Very Happy Being Single

You're not anti-relationship. You just don't need one to be content. You find plenty of happiness from your life as it is. And if you find someone you love, then that's just icing on an already decadent cake!

Are You Happy Being Single?

You Mostly Have Your Emotions in Check

Sometimes your emotions get out of control, but you usually are a pretty stable person. You can find a lot to be happy about, as long as things are going your way. But if a few bad things happen to you, you tend to go in a bit of a downward spiral. Luckily, you usually come out of it okay and no worse for the wear.

Can You Keep Your Emotions in Check?

Selamat pengantin baru Nisha!

Nana and me. See Syam so dengki put is finger so it looks like as if he's digging my nose! Love latter picture! So model kan! NOT

I hearts them both. Never fail to entertain me. And nana ask Syam to stop playing and teasing about my NOSE! And i envy to the fact that they have already reach their 3rd year mark. you guys will get hitched soon after heh? Me? Wait nong nong lah.

My exschool mate was legally married yesterday. I met up wit the crazy wacky couple, nana and sham. Thanks to the father, who drove me up to yew tee. And guess what, he thought that the wedding was at yew tee and reason he drove me up was simply because he thought he could get the taste of nasi minyak. -_- " -_-". See. How thoughtful.

Well anyway, Sham kept teasing me about me sleeping with my mouth open. What the blair. ok internal joke. I can't even remember about it. It was like eons ago. And he teased me about my sunglass. Yes the big one. "Ape takde lagi besar kepe" Why you!

We went off first from b.batok without radiah and her boyfriend. Yes, yesterday i was the lamp post. But it was ok lah, i never felt left out at all. Nana and Syam entertained me too much. Just too much!

But of course the highlight of yesterday was Nisha's wedding. The moment i saw her on bridal dais, i was lost for word. Truly, my hand was shaking when nana and i went up the daid to shake hand with her. I did'nt know if it was ok to kiss her cheeks (our tradition, when we meet up with friends). So i did'nt though i wanted too. The funny scene was, the three of reached there, we din't know what to do first and next. *serve us right for not attending weddings with our parents before* Sitting down on the table, i just kept admiring the new bride. I nearly teared ok thinking the fact that my friend now belongs to the husband.

Radiah and boyfriend came later. Ah, that moment was awkward because that was when i felt abit like a lamp- post. That was when nana nudge me at this chinese guy who was sitting with us. She joked that Nisha knew i would come without a partner thus she hook me up with the chinese guy. ptffffffff. Turns out the guy to be Nisha's sec sch teacher. It was hilarious because i role play to talk to him, usher him to eat and only to find out that he's married. Double ptffffffff.

Selamat pengantin baru nisha. Malam pertama jgn malu2 share ngan aku hokay. Ho Ho ho. I wish you all the best, i tumpang gembira that you are finally married to the ONE.

The wacky couple and i decided to hang out at coffee bean before we headed home. Took dozens of pictures, laughing out loud to the jokes we made. Just fun to end the day. Sweet. We brought mudpie, caremal and mocha.

Even sweeter, nana suggested to go out again next Sunday to Sentosa. Aku so cannot wait ok. Just fun going out with the both of them.

Good company + good food + good place + good live band

Look we have the same nose!

Uber cute lead singer. *blush*

Half eaten pizza. Ompphhhhh

Roy, thank you for the wonderful conversation we had. I now have enough knowledge what busking is all about. And oh how i love listening your stories touring europe just to busk. He felt bad i can't have my cuppucino because the damn machine broke down. He's so funny. He got worried because i told him i want to talk over coffee. And he took my word too seriously. He insisted we go to tcc just so i can have my coffee. *chuckles* Just in case if you guys are wondering, he busk at waterloo st. DO check him out. I forgot to ask him for his picture in his busking. Its amazing we can share so much within 4 hrs. Oh oh have i told you how cute the lead singer is with his dimple. Too bad i don't have a close up picture of him. I was oggling at him all the time. Date me! haha.

Location : Timber, Former art house