My worst fears came.

Its so hard. So freaking hard.


Dear mama,

I miss you badly.


So bad that i cried every night.

Shit-ness, may the shit be with you.

Let's meet up soon?

Like Sopi, I miss this bunch too.

Shall we organize something guys?

two oh oh nine

It finally came and it conquered anyway.

Time, my fellow readers, awaits no one.

So let's just welcome it with open hands. read: me

2008 + 1

still, deeply i wished i could have held 2008 alit bit longer.

So i can prolonged the time i have with my mum.

I gtg now. I got lots to say actually.

Much Love,

Nadya

back to work. but mind not at ease. kept thinking of momma.

sigh.

i rather be at home now.

Gotnuthingbettertodo

My blood just boiled.

In fact it's at the boiling point.

FUCKING LADY

SOAB.

called my home, introduce herself frm the HOSPICE.

FUCKING HOSPICE.

" may i know when your mum need the service?" was the first sentence afterwhich.

i was appalled of course upon hearing that. A hospice-service calling my home.

and i questioned her.

Her reply,

"OH hospital refer. Your mum last stage what"

There and then i just want to scream at her. If she was speaking face to face, i swear i would have boxed her dead.

ASS.

fucking call, with no emphaty somemore talk nochalantly.

New year is just around the corner.

Im not dreading for it to come, just that i want to stretch it lil bit longer to be mentally and physically prepared for the year ahead.

This year seem to fly within a bat of an eyelid.

Wow. Few months back i was whining when the year would come to end.ironically, now that its coming, aint looking forward for it at all.

how are you guys spending your new year?

Im gonna take care of mommy. Simple affaire but worth the time.

I miss going out. i miss having fun. i miss being carefree.


i miss shopping. i miss laughter. i miss hugs and kisses.

i miss bubble tea sessions.

I miss



ME