Loving you forever and ever?

Blueghhhhhh.

Oh pls. (rolls eyes)

I could nt help myself but chuckle when i see people confessing of their love towards their partner. Loving you forever is definately overrated, especially with nowdays relationship. Will you love still love that person forever once they've become the ex? Will you still love the person forever when you start loving somebody else?

Touche.

Nope, i'm not saying such, out of pure jealousy. Personally ive been in and out of love. I've taste what love is, is ive learn the hard truth.I've learnt no matter how deeply in love i am with my partner, i avoid paraphrasing 'forever'. Its such a sacred word, and once it becomes cliche, it becomes...meaningless.

Afterall, a marriage can end up in a divorce.

And unless, i guess, you can predict the future, that he is the one,

pls, avoid saying forever.

I came across this, and i decided to post it here. At this moment, this is the best remedy for me. Reading such, at least gives me a glimps of hope that, the is still more to look out for in life. I've decided that dwelling on negativity would not do me any good anyway. I need to curb this habit of mine, harping on what had happen, will just not pull up my self esteem. A friend of mine, post a very quotable qoute which,i personally find ironic..well for me that is.

"If you want a happy life, tie it to a goal, not not people or things"
And as much as i agree to the quote, i must disgress abit. I, all along make myself happy, or the least give consolation to myself but making comparision with other people. Like example, when i am having a teribble time, i randomly thought of people whom share the same fate as me, or if not worser than mine. For this, it made me feel better, tho it's not a lasting one. It's like taking a pain killer, it numbs you for a couple of hours, and slowing the pain starts to creep in.

Anyway, ive cut and paste this, hoping it gives a little bit of light to me. For nearly 20 years i've been holding myself back, the never endless grudges, hating every bit of my life. Such negativity dwells within me, that trying to look at things on the brighter side, seems tad too much for me.

Well, nuthing beats from trying anyway. It's better to start now, then later. =)

POSITIVE THINKING Some Ideas to get you started... 1. At school or work associate with positive people 2. In every class, ask a question 3. Keep a list of your long term and short term goals 4. Do a good deed for someone every day 5. Smile So how do you think positive? It takes practice.

Here are a couple of things to remember.. 1. What we think of ourselves is more important than what others think of us 2. Experience is not what happens to us it is how we deal with it 3. Happiness is the one thing you can give without having 4. You are individual and there is nobody else like you 5. Dont be afraid to smile or laugh 6. Dont be afraid to ask for help when you need it 7. Be proud of who and what you are 8. A cheerfull thought can drive away a skyfull of clouds 9. A happy heart beats longest 10. You are not alone

Horoscope

Ever read the newspaper and subconsiously you flip to the horoscope section? Or wait, you are fully aware, and the first thing you do is to look out for horoscope?


Well then, welcome to the club.

I always have a love-hate relationship with it.

Love because i can at least anticipate what the future holds for me (for some i believe are soo fake, which i dutifully give it a passe and try to believe it anyway.

Hate because, the aftermath mood changes automatically depending on the negativity or positivity of the horoscope of the day.

The time of the month is coming up again and im starting to feel blah.

My emotions starts to play roller coaster adn at this moment i feel bitchy, upset, angry, dissapointed and anything along the line.

At ONE GO.


All the negative aura.

I'm beginning to wonder why i have more negative vibe than those positive ones.

Guys make me sick. Sick Sick Sick.

arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

See i told you i should not have met any person from the virtual world. It will just destroy the facade that ive created with the person. But why does it have to end that way? I was just looking for friendship anyway.

Ahhhh, forget about it.

Aquarius (Jan 20 - Feb 18)[?]
The Bottom Line
Life is not a race, it's an experience. Don't rush around -- just take your time.
In Detail
Life is not a race, it's an experience. There is no need to rush around from one adventure to another, trying to fill your days with action! Today, stop your engines and cool your jets ... because if you don't, you could be missing out on something subtle but wonderful in your life. Someone has been desperately trying to get your attention, but you have been so busy focusing on other things that you haven't slowed down to notice them. Don't make that mistake again today.


*How i wish i know who that person be*