I came across this, and i decided to post it here. At this moment, this is the best remedy for me. Reading such, at least gives me a glimps of hope that, the is still more to look out for in life. I've decided that dwelling on negativity would not do me any good anyway. I need to curb this habit of mine, harping on what had happen, will just not pull up my self esteem. A friend of mine, post a very quotable qoute which,i personally find ironic..well for me that is.

"If you want a happy life, tie it to a goal, not not people or things"
And as much as i agree to the quote, i must disgress abit. I, all along make myself happy, or the least give consolation to myself but making comparision with other people. Like example, when i am having a teribble time, i randomly thought of people whom share the same fate as me, or if not worser than mine. For this, it made me feel better, tho it's not a lasting one. It's like taking a pain killer, it numbs you for a couple of hours, and slowing the pain starts to creep in.

Anyway, ive cut and paste this, hoping it gives a little bit of light to me. For nearly 20 years i've been holding myself back, the never endless grudges, hating every bit of my life. Such negativity dwells within me, that trying to look at things on the brighter side, seems tad too much for me.

Well, nuthing beats from trying anyway. It's better to start now, then later. =)

POSITIVE THINKING Some Ideas to get you started... 1. At school or work associate with positive people 2. In every class, ask a question 3. Keep a list of your long term and short term goals 4. Do a good deed for someone every day 5. Smile So how do you think positive? It takes practice.

Here are a couple of things to remember.. 1. What we think of ourselves is more important than what others think of us 2. Experience is not what happens to us it is how we deal with it 3. Happiness is the one thing you can give without having 4. You are individual and there is nobody else like you 5. Dont be afraid to smile or laugh 6. Dont be afraid to ask for help when you need it 7. Be proud of who and what you are 8. A cheerfull thought can drive away a skyfull of clouds 9. A happy heart beats longest 10. You are not alone