Dear Friend, what's on your mindYou don’t laugh the way you used toBut I've noticed how you cryDear friend, I feel so helplessI see you sit in silenceAs you face new pain each dayI feel there’s nothing I can doI know you don’t feel prettyEven though you areBut it wasn’t your beautyThat found room in my heartDear friend, you are so precious Dear FriendDear friend, I'm here for youI know that you don’t talk too muchBut we can share this day anewDear Friend, please don’t feel like you're aloneThere is someone who is prayingPraying for your peace of mindHoping joy is what you'll findI know you don’t feel weakEven though you areBut it wasn’t your strengthThat found room in my heartDear friend, you are so precious, Dear Friend

IIponder,

Now i'm at bestie's place, typing this entry. Hmm, lets see what should i ponder about this time round.

Everytime i log in to blogger, i have nuthing else to rant about other than ranting about life. Life to me now seems vague. I don't see where i will be in 10 years to come. It is ok to feel this way? It is ok bestie. I envy my bestie. Her life as it seems is an alter ego. Far breezy from mine. She know what's best for her, pioritize what's important,whats not, and in years to come she will be a successful nurse.

Me? I lead a too carefree life that now my life is jumbled up.Messed. I'm in a state of confusion. I don't know what i wanna be,really. I'm scared to death. Again, is there anyone out there have in the same shoes as mine?

I had an intriguing talk with Nani yesterday, and i confessed to her about the plight that i am in. Relief, i am not alone after all. Even her, has her insecurities of what the future holds for her.

I am not confident of the future. I always dreamnt of being a successful,popular person, and contarary to that, look at me now. I am still finding my own identity.

Sigh. When all this qns will end?

They say time will tell all.

Bah.

I'm running out of time. Time is catching up on me.

Dear God

Dear GOD,

IF you can't make me skinny, pls make my friends fat.

AND PLS TRANSFORM MY EYES LIKE FARID'S.

Thank you very nice.

hmmmmm. SITI INGIN MENGUCAPKAN TERIMA KASIH KEPADA ABAH,MAK TERCINTA. TAK TERLUPA ABANG MISAI I.


SEKIAN,
TERIMA KASIH.

ASSALAMUALAIKUM WARAHMATULLAH HIWABARAKATU.

I like one liners. It's short,simple. And the best thing i like is that you keep your readers guessing. Only you know what it's all about. I say one liners lines a thousand thoughts.

Teehee.

Goodnight ya'll.

Here's my one liner before i go.

To you, i think i'm game enough for your game. Let's play and we'll see who will have the last laugh.

=)
Karma's a bitch, revenge is sweet.

Teeheee.

Love,
Nadya.

My Horoscope reading for the day:

Aquarius:

8 Oct 08

An attractive acquantaince might be interested if you took time to notice. It's easy to spot flirting if you know what to look out for.

Pierre Andre, have you heard me?

As much as i wish it is true, truth behold, reality bites deeper then what we wish for.

Oh well Nadya, keep on dreaming.

When two person sit down and talk? What do they commonly talk about?



None other then.....

Life and Love.





Touche.

yet the most interesting topic to talk about.



Especially love. Love.



What is love? Love is any of a number of emotion and experiences related to a sense of strong affection. Love for family, love for friends, love for god..ect. But what kind of love affects us most? The one which suddenly make us a totally different person, which bring both positive and negative aura all at one go?Which makes our blood aderaline rush,butterfly in the stomach?



Well ladies and gentleman, we all know the answer. Regardless of our orientation, the deep, ineffable feeling of tenderly caring for another person is the most powerfull yet dangerous at one go.



They say love is blind.



I beg to differ. I was sharing with Barney, with the past experience, I came with my own quote.



"Love my friend, is not blind. It is us, who is blinded by the true meaning of love"

It's because that we fail to see the flaws of our partner, that we willingly become the victim of love. We constantly forgive the partner, in hope he/she will change for the better. See, how love desroy you. Ironically, yet, we still yearn for the affection of love.

My past post, as mentioned. I have fall in and out of love. I went thru some bitter experience and since then, never had i wanted to fall into one again. Yet, at the same time, i wallow in self pity, wanting to feel over again what love is all about.

My mum, shared her perspective on love, and afterwhich, i pondered and even made me determined that i should just chuck it aside, at this moment of time.

I was wailing and crying so hard, when she was so sickly. That i thought of the worse that she would leave my family anytime soon. She's the one who had cancer, and im the one acting like i had one.

With her calm and suave attitude, what my mum said hit me real hard.

"Kakak, human love is temporary, never lasting. Never yearn for it. Never hope for it. It is god's love which is everlasting. To him we come, to him we go. Why search, yearn and depend on human's love when it doesnt last? Why search so far, when god's love lies in your heart?"

With that, she smiled and wiped my tears.