10.7.08

Oh, hello!





It has been a while is'nt it? The interest of blogging just fades day by day, and funnily today- tonight to be exact, i decided to pen something down. A hardcore procastinator, after one month of delaying, here's some 2 cents worth of words.





I stumbled across an old friend's friendster and i saw tons of pictures of my exs. Heart stopped. Palms sweaty.

That's the exact reaction i had. Vision gets fuzzy as i flashback the memories i had with him. Bittersweet. My 2nd serious bf,my first lover.

Up till now he keeps in touch with mom. I don't get his motive. Tell me, he keeps in touch with your mum,but never with you? Hmmm, incest?
With my mum? *chuckles*

I never thought of getting back with him. Never, until i saw him far,by chance with another girl. Only god knows how i wanted to cry on the spot. It's been what 4 years? The flame lingers on? I don't know. Happenings around me made me a skeptic. I became a self proclaim feminist. After being single for slightly more that 2 years, i decided, i dont need men(pardon the pun) to keep. I am independent on my own. And i am happy with it. Yes,true, sometimes i whine and whine to friends that i want a bf to call my own. But only to the extend of that. Whine only. Action only.

Anyway, im talking more craps. Have no idea what im typing too.

Calllooo betti.

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